School.

"Hey!".........'Haha!'.......'Cool sia'. Schools back, but somehow or another, i realise everything i do is watched more closely, listened to more often, and suddenly the things i say can make people laugh. in other words, im noticed. cool, huh? i think its becos of the fact that absence makes the heart fonder, but everything seems to be more...happy. being "popular" sure is fun. this is just so great.....the start of term 3 can get nothing better than this.....really?

One thing's for sure.....

all this is just

"temporary".

Man, school's really fun.

Fresh.

today is the last wkday of june hols, sian. hanged out with joshua lee, cool sia. tmrrw got ayg preview, only scouts going for cat high, yea! going to be fun.... and another oppurtunity to slack with scouts XD


i dont support adam or watch american idol, but i love this song. :D


Im tough. "You sure?" Hell yeah.

Boring.

sian, next two terms idk where to concentrate my energies on. see first, currently i have a target. guys relax, still got like 40 percent of june holidays, chill.


Hasta La Vista?

Oh God.

finally back from ubin, and i can only say tat it is MUCH MUCH tougher than any camps for 14 year old teenager boys. nt going to elaborate much, cos most of my viewers dont know a shit about em. really really bonded wif my batch :P, though it is uber small. vital stats, one day abt pump 200, but it is nt about the pumping, its about...idk how to explain to non scouts.anyway, though we WERE screwed, our patrol had the most outstanding camper of ubin training camp 2009, with sec one thaddus, sec 2 me, and sec 3 julian anthony. for my batch, the most outstanding camper is me, keefe and ben ted.performance wise, im like 5th. cos of determination and shit, u usually get wat u want. fk, nearly every morn the pt run like 2 to 3 km, plus is venture speed..

Nevertheless, i found the impt. part of my lives now, and i made it clear in this post 2dae.

maybe tmrrw i go LAN, but now i need to REST.

...

Ubin.

dToday, pigeon didnt come down overall. only xueyan came down, so didnt do much srsly..... ubin is going to be shit, why didnt i go to ubin last yr? FK terence lee PL two more days to ubin still playing com, pangseh me fk. everyone pissed, but who cares, the best patrol totem is nearly impossible for pigeon to get now. UNLESS tmrw we camp at school carry out emergency operation, which is quite rubbish. frick, ubin hike, inspection, gadgets, skit, VOJ, challenge valley, all in front of us. 4 days of true shit, fk fk fk fk. nvm, i adore doing things that many ppl detest, like **outs.

Mao, ZJ, lead us.

Last civilised post before i become a primitive comrade in ubin, much like robinson crusoe, juz laced with shit and exhaustion.

Hopefully the ventures wont feel particularly sadist during the camp.

Indifference.

Ubin is near, two days and all hell breaks loose. the holidays are fun, with six days a week at school from 10 to 5. fun. looking at all minorities slacking, i cant help but feel fked up. terence didnt guide us a shit, and im left alone to settle ubin prep. frick, all the other camps i saw were juz so fun, like a field trip in school. gadgets? first aid? inspection? morse code? semaphore? basha? firelighting? survival skills? skit?....... none of em need to worry bout this. nvm, to hell with the pain, no guts, no glory. those who lead a carefree life void of worries and stress are not going to earn the spoils of victory. screw the pain and let me indulge in it.

"If it feels good, you aint doing it right. It's supposed to hurt like hell."

"He who suffers remembers."

P.S. I got these awesome quotes from the book 'Ultra Marathon Man'. Its a great book.