Indifference.

Ubin is near, two days and all hell breaks loose. the holidays are fun, with six days a week at school from 10 to 5. fun. looking at all minorities slacking, i cant help but feel fked up. terence didnt guide us a shit, and im left alone to settle ubin prep. frick, all the other camps i saw were juz so fun, like a field trip in school. gadgets? first aid? inspection? morse code? semaphore? basha? firelighting? survival skills? skit?....... none of em need to worry bout this. nvm, to hell with the pain, no guts, no glory. those who lead a carefree life void of worries and stress are not going to earn the spoils of victory. screw the pain and let me indulge in it.

"If it feels good, you aint doing it right. It's supposed to hurt like hell."

"He who suffers remembers."

P.S. I got these awesome quotes from the book 'Ultra Marathon Man'. Its a great book.

Delayed Onset Muscle Soreness

my triceps are dam sore now. generally the whole body is exhausted. to re enact a stimulation, try doing 250 push ups straight than run 8 rounds round the track. sian, training is tough. no doubt. why did i choose this lifestyle?? i can juz join ANY other cca and slack. nvm.....lets see who gets the most out of their cca after 4 yrs. i know its going to be worth it, all these sacrifices i make that the majority does not.

nowadays, idk y but the original friends i had during sec 1 are drifting away....plus now no one cares about each other much now. nvm, friendship other than through scouts is not on my mind now, especially in 2-1.

Happy New Year.

Disclaimer.

the post below is juz a draft of a my philosophy XD. half of it is crap, half of it aint a joke.

Crushed.

Life is filled with ironies. Filled with ecstasy, pain and a myriad of other emotions. O' we try to be what we wish to be....but we juz cant seem to break through and stand out. change is among us...but have i changed for the better or for the worst? think bout it....how many times temporary confidence or happiness crumbles into shit when u realised u achieved nothing special. and it hurts more when u have the potential to get a life, but invisible temptations lurk around trying to lead me astray. aye, how many times must i put up wif ppl who dont dig me, who i dont like. i dont hate anyone, but ppl hate me. fuck, how many times must i endure the things tat i dont like, when ppl dont give a shit.

im gonna change. hell yeah.

Ups and downs.

celtics lost, lakers won. wth....both celtics and lakers were in game 7, celtics lost but lakers won. nvm.....doesnt mean losing a championship means that we are the noobs...but nvm. man u won lol....idk wat to say. i think i temp stop watching nba....need watch euro bball and other country one. NBA is too commercialised. so..went LAN today, was quite fun and cheap. i like css, will own next time. juz need some practice. darren...lol sorry u got heats missed out on LAN.

Indifference.

Orienteering.

today is fun... met at sku at 8. whole troop took bus to mac ritchie at different checkpts...did wif eagle too bad gary didnt come...if only our batch bigger. hais. wolf dam zai, three ppl oni wif mao and they still won wth...yaskar yaskar yaskar! lol the fun part is JUNGLE BASH! lols we juz spamemed through the forests srsly. out of the trail. into the jungle. all of u went to nature reserve rite, we went INTO the forest. urghh it sucks k, all the jungle stuff. millions of insects, thousands of trees. anway no choice the checkpoint is in the forest. but its cool srsly, going up and down creating our trails in the forest. we hike a lot too, but mostly on the trail. cos well the trail is the shortest path from place to place. omgosh dam tiring esp at 12 plus plus, SO HUMID. not hot, but wet AND hot. zi jian walk so fast, had a hard time catching up. brought prawn crackers and the biscuits of everlasting life(quoted by julian anthony). was fun, really like some commando, eating some weird foodies in the raw jungle. a lot of funny stuff, but i dont want post. most of the viewers dont noe wat the shet im talking anway.

after the orieentering, announced results, zz we didnt won duh. then hike back to mac ritchie resevoir starting point. tiring, but not hiong. then dismissed. bought some drinks and bused home. bought new paper, i think man u will win. and celtics.

psps alex sorry for today bout project lol.

Slacking....

sian

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