Indifference.

Ubin is near, two days and all hell breaks loose. the holidays are fun, with six days a week at school from 10 to 5. fun. looking at all minorities slacking, i cant help but feel fked up. terence didnt guide us a shit, and im left alone to settle ubin prep. frick, all the other camps i saw were juz so fun, like a field trip in school. gadgets? first aid? inspection? morse code? semaphore? basha? firelighting? survival skills? skit?....... none of em need to worry bout this. nvm, to hell with the pain, no guts, no glory. those who lead a carefree life void of worries and stress are not going to earn the spoils of victory. screw the pain and let me indulge in it.

"If it feels good, you aint doing it right. It's supposed to hurt like hell."

"He who suffers remembers."

P.S. I got these awesome quotes from the book 'Ultra Marathon Man'. Its a great book.