Why?

Two years are bout to pass by. friendships slowly yet painfully torn apart. sec 1 was totally different..everyone was really kind to each other. what to expect? we didnt know a shit bout each other, and didnt dare to offend anyone. sec 2, tensed year. academic obligations, merciless insults(hoohoo),discrimination and classification truly showed the true friendships in 2-1.

well, seeing each other for a good two years definitely warrants some feelings for each other, however minimal they may be...

in 10 years time, will it really matter to all of us 2-1ers that we separated on 2009? what can we do to make it matter? what?

Spartan National Singing Day.

Tmrrw is gonna be a relly action packed day. well for the afternoon and nites. national day woohoo, when come all this holidays, it seems that studying isnt important or is so friggin no kicks. but its not the case normally. jason loh, hope to see u there on telly, march well and mug well, old friend. after national day parade and tons of its mumbo jumbo, there would be singapore idol. i do not like singing, though i like songs, so its pretty boring. plus, its auditions. blegh. after tt, i think its 300. awesome. friggin awesome. im gettin so pumped up juz blogging bout it. too bad its censored, but i think the best parts are not the sexual parts, but the fighting scenes. total pwnage EVERYONE MUST WATCH IT. esp if ur a girl, guaranteed u will be drooooooooling like siao. pwnage movie. thx channel 5 for airing 300, and frick it for censoring it.

the future seems bleak, at least for 11 desperate souls in cat high. 11 united souls. come next year, it may dwindle down to 10. 10. what a nice number. messi?!

Slacking

Forgotten and unthanked.

Ok, posting now. Hmm...have been hanging out with several semi elites....its quite touching to see them work together and accomplish things....yet lead a life where so many people dislike or look down on them.

first jihe after ubin, pump 50 to derust, then footdrills. ok....eugene shouts relly loud (zzz Singapore Navy sia) and i just realised that our standard juz keeps plummeting. wat to do, not gabriels batch fault, but society (according to Mr Quay). How is my batch going to cope next yr? not very bright huh?

life just seems to pass so slowly....inflicting minor yet annoying doses of pain constantly. sian diao... the future just seems to be void of rest.

What to do? Wait and see what happens lorh...


Screwed.

Rise!

Alas! None but a handful understand me!

verified conclusion......

edit not impossible though.

Conservative.

these are all so cool, love Russia, North Korea and China for their discipline and ownage people. not like singapore bunch of slackers and useless shit. march oso cannot march properly (includes me).....the korean vid pls listen to the commentary...dam scary sia its like the north koreans all brainwashed. so loyal to their country....

overall random post arh.

School.

"Hey!".........'Haha!'.......'Cool sia'. Schools back, but somehow or another, i realise everything i do is watched more closely, listened to more often, and suddenly the things i say can make people laugh. in other words, im noticed. cool, huh? i think its becos of the fact that absence makes the heart fonder, but everything seems to be more...happy. being "popular" sure is fun. this is just so great.....the start of term 3 can get nothing better than this.....really?

One thing's for sure.....

all this is just

"temporary".

Man, school's really fun.

Fresh.

today is the last wkday of june hols, sian. hanged out with joshua lee, cool sia. tmrrw got ayg preview, only scouts going for cat high, yea! going to be fun.... and another oppurtunity to slack with scouts XD


i dont support adam or watch american idol, but i love this song. :D


Im tough. "You sure?" Hell yeah.

Boring.

sian, next two terms idk where to concentrate my energies on. see first, currently i have a target. guys relax, still got like 40 percent of june holidays, chill.


Hasta La Vista?

Oh God.

finally back from ubin, and i can only say tat it is MUCH MUCH tougher than any camps for 14 year old teenager boys. nt going to elaborate much, cos most of my viewers dont know a shit about em. really really bonded wif my batch :P, though it is uber small. vital stats, one day abt pump 200, but it is nt about the pumping, its about...idk how to explain to non scouts.anyway, though we WERE screwed, our patrol had the most outstanding camper of ubin training camp 2009, with sec one thaddus, sec 2 me, and sec 3 julian anthony. for my batch, the most outstanding camper is me, keefe and ben ted.performance wise, im like 5th. cos of determination and shit, u usually get wat u want. fk, nearly every morn the pt run like 2 to 3 km, plus is venture speed..

Nevertheless, i found the impt. part of my lives now, and i made it clear in this post 2dae.

maybe tmrrw i go LAN, but now i need to REST.

...

Ubin.

dToday, pigeon didnt come down overall. only xueyan came down, so didnt do much srsly..... ubin is going to be shit, why didnt i go to ubin last yr? FK terence lee PL two more days to ubin still playing com, pangseh me fk. everyone pissed, but who cares, the best patrol totem is nearly impossible for pigeon to get now. UNLESS tmrw we camp at school carry out emergency operation, which is quite rubbish. frick, ubin hike, inspection, gadgets, skit, VOJ, challenge valley, all in front of us. 4 days of true shit, fk fk fk fk. nvm, i adore doing things that many ppl detest, like **outs.

Mao, ZJ, lead us.

Last civilised post before i become a primitive comrade in ubin, much like robinson crusoe, juz laced with shit and exhaustion.

Hopefully the ventures wont feel particularly sadist during the camp.

Indifference.

Ubin is near, two days and all hell breaks loose. the holidays are fun, with six days a week at school from 10 to 5. fun. looking at all minorities slacking, i cant help but feel fked up. terence didnt guide us a shit, and im left alone to settle ubin prep. frick, all the other camps i saw were juz so fun, like a field trip in school. gadgets? first aid? inspection? morse code? semaphore? basha? firelighting? survival skills? skit?....... none of em need to worry bout this. nvm, to hell with the pain, no guts, no glory. those who lead a carefree life void of worries and stress are not going to earn the spoils of victory. screw the pain and let me indulge in it.

"If it feels good, you aint doing it right. It's supposed to hurt like hell."

"He who suffers remembers."

P.S. I got these awesome quotes from the book 'Ultra Marathon Man'. Its a great book.

Delayed Onset Muscle Soreness

my triceps are dam sore now. generally the whole body is exhausted. to re enact a stimulation, try doing 250 push ups straight than run 8 rounds round the track. sian, training is tough. no doubt. why did i choose this lifestyle?? i can juz join ANY other cca and slack. nvm.....lets see who gets the most out of their cca after 4 yrs. i know its going to be worth it, all these sacrifices i make that the majority does not.

nowadays, idk y but the original friends i had during sec 1 are drifting away....plus now no one cares about each other much now. nvm, friendship other than through scouts is not on my mind now, especially in 2-1.

Happy New Year.

Disclaimer.

the post below is juz a draft of a my philosophy XD. half of it is crap, half of it aint a joke.

Crushed.

Life is filled with ironies. Filled with ecstasy, pain and a myriad of other emotions. O' we try to be what we wish to be....but we juz cant seem to break through and stand out. change is among us...but have i changed for the better or for the worst? think bout it....how many times temporary confidence or happiness crumbles into shit when u realised u achieved nothing special. and it hurts more when u have the potential to get a life, but invisible temptations lurk around trying to lead me astray. aye, how many times must i put up wif ppl who dont dig me, who i dont like. i dont hate anyone, but ppl hate me. fuck, how many times must i endure the things tat i dont like, when ppl dont give a shit.

im gonna change. hell yeah.

Ups and downs.

celtics lost, lakers won. wth....both celtics and lakers were in game 7, celtics lost but lakers won. nvm.....doesnt mean losing a championship means that we are the noobs...but nvm. man u won lol....idk wat to say. i think i temp stop watching nba....need watch euro bball and other country one. NBA is too commercialised. so..went LAN today, was quite fun and cheap. i like css, will own next time. juz need some practice. darren...lol sorry u got heats missed out on LAN.

Indifference.

Orienteering.

today is fun... met at sku at 8. whole troop took bus to mac ritchie at different checkpts...did wif eagle too bad gary didnt come...if only our batch bigger. hais. wolf dam zai, three ppl oni wif mao and they still won wth...yaskar yaskar yaskar! lol the fun part is JUNGLE BASH! lols we juz spamemed through the forests srsly. out of the trail. into the jungle. all of u went to nature reserve rite, we went INTO the forest. urghh it sucks k, all the jungle stuff. millions of insects, thousands of trees. anway no choice the checkpoint is in the forest. but its cool srsly, going up and down creating our trails in the forest. we hike a lot too, but mostly on the trail. cos well the trail is the shortest path from place to place. omgosh dam tiring esp at 12 plus plus, SO HUMID. not hot, but wet AND hot. zi jian walk so fast, had a hard time catching up. brought prawn crackers and the biscuits of everlasting life(quoted by julian anthony). was fun, really like some commando, eating some weird foodies in the raw jungle. a lot of funny stuff, but i dont want post. most of the viewers dont noe wat the shet im talking anway.

after the orieentering, announced results, zz we didnt won duh. then hike back to mac ritchie resevoir starting point. tiring, but not hiong. then dismissed. bought some drinks and bused home. bought new paper, i think man u will win. and celtics.

psps alex sorry for today bout project lol.

Slacking....

sian

0111krs

Floating in false delirium and emptiness. HEELium?

now exams are over, this time exams over dont have tt ecstasy i usually get. i think is cos this time i slack a lot, so I dont have tat sense of satisfaction. today played bball wif ted and xueying at pri sku court wif daniel lol. exercise is gud for health hehe, benedict is not bad too. hes getiing cuter and cuter, hmm. i played halfway got cramps, dam dam pain. lol idk wat brought them on, but it was pain like shit. rather pluck out teeth than go thro tat exp, as if my muscle was tearing. urgh.

didnt play LAN, dont know why but my instinct told me to go to the den after sku instead of sniffing for gordon, LOL. sian, tmrrw is going to be a sian day, HOW TO CELEBRATE? wif no money, unchanged freedom. sleep? dang, cant wait for batch PT, woohoo.

ok, to joshua, tho on my bday I subsidised u to some KFC or Macs meal,

happy bday to u times three,
happy bday to u!

(psps, i dont want to clog up the servers, so the bday song is shortened. short and sweet)

Hasta La Vista.

China

我愛中國, not trying to be racist here.

Screwed.

chinese is so friggin screwed for me,k? failure IS an option for chinese. hence, rest of the sub i will mug like shyt. grr. mugging aint a sin, but over emphasis on it is juz plain shitty. today was a boring day, haiz. tmrrw history, yea got at least 3/4 of the answers are given to us. later aft dinner shall continue mugging.

hope keefe doesnt hate me. bah, as if he even views this blog.


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