Why?

Two years are bout to pass by. friendships slowly yet painfully torn apart. sec 1 was totally different..everyone was really kind to each other. what to expect? we didnt know a shit bout each other, and didnt dare to offend anyone. sec 2, tensed year. academic obligations, merciless insults(hoohoo),discrimination and classification truly showed the true friendships in 2-1.

well, seeing each other for a good two years definitely warrants some feelings for each other, however minimal they may be...

in 10 years time, will it really matter to all of us 2-1ers that we separated on 2009? what can we do to make it matter? what?

Spartan National Singing Day.

Tmrrw is gonna be a relly action packed day. well for the afternoon and nites. national day woohoo, when come all this holidays, it seems that studying isnt important or is so friggin no kicks. but its not the case normally. jason loh, hope to see u there on telly, march well and mug well, old friend. after national day parade and tons of its mumbo jumbo, there would be singapore idol. i do not like singing, though i like songs, so its pretty boring. plus, its auditions. blegh. after tt, i think its 300. awesome. friggin awesome. im gettin so pumped up juz blogging bout it. too bad its censored, but i think the best parts are not the sexual parts, but the fighting scenes. total pwnage EVERYONE MUST WATCH IT. esp if ur a girl, guaranteed u will be drooooooooling like siao. pwnage movie. thx channel 5 for airing 300, and frick it for censoring it.

the future seems bleak, at least for 11 desperate souls in cat high. 11 united souls. come next year, it may dwindle down to 10. 10. what a nice number. messi?!

Slacking

Forgotten and unthanked.

Ok, posting now. Hmm...have been hanging out with several semi elites....its quite touching to see them work together and accomplish things....yet lead a life where so many people dislike or look down on them.

first jihe after ubin, pump 50 to derust, then footdrills. ok....eugene shouts relly loud (zzz Singapore Navy sia) and i just realised that our standard juz keeps plummeting. wat to do, not gabriels batch fault, but society (according to Mr Quay). How is my batch going to cope next yr? not very bright huh?

life just seems to pass so slowly....inflicting minor yet annoying doses of pain constantly. sian diao... the future just seems to be void of rest.

What to do? Wait and see what happens lorh...


Screwed.

Rise!

Alas! None but a handful understand me!

verified conclusion......

edit not impossible though.

Conservative.

these are all so cool, love Russia, North Korea and China for their discipline and ownage people. not like singapore bunch of slackers and useless shit. march oso cannot march properly (includes me).....the korean vid pls listen to the commentary...dam scary sia its like the north koreans all brainwashed. so loyal to their country....

overall random post arh.

School.

"Hey!".........'Haha!'.......'Cool sia'. Schools back, but somehow or another, i realise everything i do is watched more closely, listened to more often, and suddenly the things i say can make people laugh. in other words, im noticed. cool, huh? i think its becos of the fact that absence makes the heart fonder, but everything seems to be more...happy. being "popular" sure is fun. this is just so great.....the start of term 3 can get nothing better than this.....really?

One thing's for sure.....

all this is just

"temporary".

Man, school's really fun.

Fresh.

today is the last wkday of june hols, sian. hanged out with joshua lee, cool sia. tmrrw got ayg preview, only scouts going for cat high, yea! going to be fun.... and another oppurtunity to slack with scouts XD


i dont support adam or watch american idol, but i love this song. :D


Im tough. "You sure?" Hell yeah.

Boring.

sian, next two terms idk where to concentrate my energies on. see first, currently i have a target. guys relax, still got like 40 percent of june holidays, chill.


Hasta La Vista?

Oh God.

finally back from ubin, and i can only say tat it is MUCH MUCH tougher than any camps for 14 year old teenager boys. nt going to elaborate much, cos most of my viewers dont know a shit about em. really really bonded wif my batch :P, though it is uber small. vital stats, one day abt pump 200, but it is nt about the pumping, its about...idk how to explain to non scouts.anyway, though we WERE screwed, our patrol had the most outstanding camper of ubin training camp 2009, with sec one thaddus, sec 2 me, and sec 3 julian anthony. for my batch, the most outstanding camper is me, keefe and ben ted.performance wise, im like 5th. cos of determination and shit, u usually get wat u want. fk, nearly every morn the pt run like 2 to 3 km, plus is venture speed..

Nevertheless, i found the impt. part of my lives now, and i made it clear in this post 2dae.

maybe tmrrw i go LAN, but now i need to REST.

...

Ubin.

dToday, pigeon didnt come down overall. only xueyan came down, so didnt do much srsly..... ubin is going to be shit, why didnt i go to ubin last yr? FK terence lee PL two more days to ubin still playing com, pangseh me fk. everyone pissed, but who cares, the best patrol totem is nearly impossible for pigeon to get now. UNLESS tmrw we camp at school carry out emergency operation, which is quite rubbish. frick, ubin hike, inspection, gadgets, skit, VOJ, challenge valley, all in front of us. 4 days of true shit, fk fk fk fk. nvm, i adore doing things that many ppl detest, like **outs.

Mao, ZJ, lead us.

Last civilised post before i become a primitive comrade in ubin, much like robinson crusoe, juz laced with shit and exhaustion.

Hopefully the ventures wont feel particularly sadist during the camp.

Indifference.

Ubin is near, two days and all hell breaks loose. the holidays are fun, with six days a week at school from 10 to 5. fun. looking at all minorities slacking, i cant help but feel fked up. terence didnt guide us a shit, and im left alone to settle ubin prep. frick, all the other camps i saw were juz so fun, like a field trip in school. gadgets? first aid? inspection? morse code? semaphore? basha? firelighting? survival skills? skit?....... none of em need to worry bout this. nvm, to hell with the pain, no guts, no glory. those who lead a carefree life void of worries and stress are not going to earn the spoils of victory. screw the pain and let me indulge in it.

"If it feels good, you aint doing it right. It's supposed to hurt like hell."

"He who suffers remembers."

P.S. I got these awesome quotes from the book 'Ultra Marathon Man'. Its a great book.

Delayed Onset Muscle Soreness

my triceps are dam sore now. generally the whole body is exhausted. to re enact a stimulation, try doing 250 push ups straight than run 8 rounds round the track. sian, training is tough. no doubt. why did i choose this lifestyle?? i can juz join ANY other cca and slack. nvm.....lets see who gets the most out of their cca after 4 yrs. i know its going to be worth it, all these sacrifices i make that the majority does not.

nowadays, idk y but the original friends i had during sec 1 are drifting away....plus now no one cares about each other much now. nvm, friendship other than through scouts is not on my mind now, especially in 2-1.

Happy New Year.

Disclaimer.

the post below is juz a draft of a my philosophy XD. half of it is crap, half of it aint a joke.

Crushed.

Life is filled with ironies. Filled with ecstasy, pain and a myriad of other emotions. O' we try to be what we wish to be....but we juz cant seem to break through and stand out. change is among us...but have i changed for the better or for the worst? think bout it....how many times temporary confidence or happiness crumbles into shit when u realised u achieved nothing special. and it hurts more when u have the potential to get a life, but invisible temptations lurk around trying to lead me astray. aye, how many times must i put up wif ppl who dont dig me, who i dont like. i dont hate anyone, but ppl hate me. fuck, how many times must i endure the things tat i dont like, when ppl dont give a shit.

im gonna change. hell yeah.

Ups and downs.

celtics lost, lakers won. wth....both celtics and lakers were in game 7, celtics lost but lakers won. nvm.....doesnt mean losing a championship means that we are the noobs...but nvm. man u won lol....idk wat to say. i think i temp stop watching nba....need watch euro bball and other country one. NBA is too commercialised. so..went LAN today, was quite fun and cheap. i like css, will own next time. juz need some practice. darren...lol sorry u got heats missed out on LAN.

Indifference.

Orienteering.

today is fun... met at sku at 8. whole troop took bus to mac ritchie at different checkpts...did wif eagle too bad gary didnt come...if only our batch bigger. hais. wolf dam zai, three ppl oni wif mao and they still won wth...yaskar yaskar yaskar! lol the fun part is JUNGLE BASH! lols we juz spamemed through the forests srsly. out of the trail. into the jungle. all of u went to nature reserve rite, we went INTO the forest. urghh it sucks k, all the jungle stuff. millions of insects, thousands of trees. anway no choice the checkpoint is in the forest. but its cool srsly, going up and down creating our trails in the forest. we hike a lot too, but mostly on the trail. cos well the trail is the shortest path from place to place. omgosh dam tiring esp at 12 plus plus, SO HUMID. not hot, but wet AND hot. zi jian walk so fast, had a hard time catching up. brought prawn crackers and the biscuits of everlasting life(quoted by julian anthony). was fun, really like some commando, eating some weird foodies in the raw jungle. a lot of funny stuff, but i dont want post. most of the viewers dont noe wat the shet im talking anway.

after the orieentering, announced results, zz we didnt won duh. then hike back to mac ritchie resevoir starting point. tiring, but not hiong. then dismissed. bought some drinks and bused home. bought new paper, i think man u will win. and celtics.

psps alex sorry for today bout project lol.

Slacking....

sian

0111krs

Floating in false delirium and emptiness. HEELium?

now exams are over, this time exams over dont have tt ecstasy i usually get. i think is cos this time i slack a lot, so I dont have tat sense of satisfaction. today played bball wif ted and xueying at pri sku court wif daniel lol. exercise is gud for health hehe, benedict is not bad too. hes getiing cuter and cuter, hmm. i played halfway got cramps, dam dam pain. lol idk wat brought them on, but it was pain like shit. rather pluck out teeth than go thro tat exp, as if my muscle was tearing. urgh.

didnt play LAN, dont know why but my instinct told me to go to the den after sku instead of sniffing for gordon, LOL. sian, tmrrw is going to be a sian day, HOW TO CELEBRATE? wif no money, unchanged freedom. sleep? dang, cant wait for batch PT, woohoo.

ok, to joshua, tho on my bday I subsidised u to some KFC or Macs meal,

happy bday to u times three,
happy bday to u!

(psps, i dont want to clog up the servers, so the bday song is shortened. short and sweet)

Hasta La Vista.

China

我愛中國, not trying to be racist here.

Screwed.

chinese is so friggin screwed for me,k? failure IS an option for chinese. hence, rest of the sub i will mug like shyt. grr. mugging aint a sin, but over emphasis on it is juz plain shitty. today was a boring day, haiz. tmrrw history, yea got at least 3/4 of the answers are given to us. later aft dinner shall continue mugging.

hope keefe doesnt hate me. bah, as if he even views this blog.


tag more peeps.

Puma, Adidas, Nike, Mizuno, New Balance, Reebok. Tag ur favourite sports brand on teh tagboard,

today LE was okok, not so hard but unwise to say its easy. dang, tmrrw cbinese, i suck at it. tmrrw i shall be running 1.6, try to get below 7 mins. first step to getting below 10mins for 2.4. i know a lot of ppl nerds want to get gud results, truth is u dont need to mug like shit to get gud results, and i cannot look up to those noobs who are so scared of getting poor results. wtf la academic is not ur health and food. as long as it doesnt concern my survival, I DONT GIVE A SHIT.


however, i must say we cannot neglect studies, but not over emphasise.

jyjy

Celtics own bulls.

celtics won bulls, yo ho ho. too bad i think celtics is exhausted by the 4-3 run , see first lorh.

Revived! At the wrong time i suppose.

eh guys....patrol camp is over kk? LOL. for those laggers out tthere haha. recently had a lot of events, cannot describe all of them. went gym and r and j crap play. Lan was fun esp wif gordon, scared of gunshot sia haha.

MR is coming, wtf? at the beginning of this year mid yr exams were the last thing on my mind, wait maybe its EOY, who cares.

really addicted to running, and drinking tea. going to study wif brendan soon, tats all for this post.

Putih.

Patrol Camp tomorrow.

Ok, i am back after not blogging for ONE day. shucks, this whole week including sunday got cca, although half the time is i volunteer go down for some reason. today average day, chinese was ok, zxm is getting better i think, at least today no one kenna cao xie, then art is plain dirty. hahaha, not really dirty but a lil inconvenient. must clean up and such. btw we did some clay moulding, wth, we oso not going to earn a living from it, but still fun luhs. doing ITE stuff is kinda relaxing, bttr then academic. then recess, wanted to buy the much overdue patrol log but bookshop dont have. oh dang, pigeon patrol log is so friggin screwed. then science, fun and relaxing, ng wei liang, SMILE OR SCOLD leh. sian, look at his cheeky piggy face and his weird hair and his neutral expression makes him hard for me to decipher is habits and character. then maths. miss chow, uh oh. nvr bring curve ruler a lot of us, she kpkp us, maybe need some of us to cheer her up. then LE, having lesser and lesser respect for mrs ling. she expect so much from us, as if we native ang moh. but today was OK, didnt do much work.

PW, fun and lively. sorry alex the chosen one, but i was in a slack mood today. mrs fernandez tell us discuss ourselves, but she failed to stop us from slacking. she is actually an ok teacher, srsly. juz tat she is strict and does not like discrimination. then went eat 50 cent lunch at canteen, then did some inspection training wif sec ones, then joined eagle and rhino did some clue game thingy. went to run around sku finding paper at random places. the paper got clue......ya u get it. then did some casual pt, i am satisfied with my fitness generally. i have been doing a lot of training everyday, mostly static excercises.esp arm strength. guess i will train my cardiovascular next time haha. next week i HOPE i can spend more times wif the fantastic four. lol after the casual pt, went to front porch in a slowed down attempt to go home, cos three musketeers over there. talk talk talk, then the real gang come liao, so i follow them. walked home wif teng jie and gary, took mrt wif gary and thx for the log and drink. later went popular bought the log, then bought some hangers for tmrrw, then went home.


COMPREHENSIVE ENOUGH i suppose. cos i dont post pics, so i make up by words. a pic paints a thousand words, but i pian pian want to write one thousand and one words, hahah. tmrrw patrol camp, GOING TO GET SO SCREWED. shucks, nvm, pt is great. PT means pointless torture, haha. jkjk, physical training. very kool. still got tons of hw, thx kaijiun for reminding, tmrrw bball i hope is long range shooting. haha. 5 pull ups in one shot, must do 20 by end of sec three. jy kai xiang, alex, darren, kai jiun, n air, julian yao, and any other pull up addict.



“Stress is basically a disconnection from the earth, a forgetting of the breath. Stress is an ignorant state. It believes that everything is an emergency. Nothing is that important. Just lie down.”

Despair.

arghh, today is stressed out as usual. only going to post about after school activities, today quite slack for school. anyway, after sku, did some fitness pt. sian, my patrol sec ones are too slack, wth la, other patrol sec ones all more zai than them, i ask then train pt at home themselves they juz ignore. sian....then we did basha wif the seemingly sadist terence (pigeon pl), haha. kidding la, but when last year i sec one he much kinder. but i can say i become more sadist too. sian, the sec ones are so friggin SHET, they dont even know how to da basha well then say they can tie, WTH. no common sense too, idk wat to to do. so stressed out by the standard of my sec ones. they tie oso no need tuck in fray end, still wrap wtf. dont even know how to tie proper BASIC knots. ok, i know im part to blame. but they have no motivation to strive. nvm, dont want elaborate bout tat. anyway, due to our screwed attempts, we did a considerable amount of pt, but to me it isnt super hiong, cos the sec ones so slow, so the speed oso slow down. did circuit and pump like 50. see, the thing bout scouts is that its not super hiong for physical, but oso dam mentally hiong. u see this years J2 ventures, their pt and their overall standard is dam garang. nvm, non scouts dont understand the concept of venture "supervising" scouts.

wah sian, sorry my paragraphing sucks, after basha can go home. then talked to sec ones bout some thingy and light pt, then went to bubbletea wif a heck lot of scouts, i think scouts is teh only cca where u stay back for seemingly nothing, haha. ironically that forms a invisible bond between all of us, dont want to show off my zai english haha jkjk. then went home wif benedict ted AGAIN, haha i did it for no reason, i think is the bond. talked a lot of issues, bout a lot of things and gossiping. now at home, sian. ok, i posted, and i can say i post dam frequently, maybe the most, haha. not tat difficult la, not like some muggers, hahaha. no mention of names arh.

Alex, lets continue suaning each other and randomly deciding not to suan each other and then suan each other AGAIN. Joshua, im sorry everyday got scouts, but i juz feel closer and closer to my cca and farther and farther from diff cca friends. 2-1 is quite bonded, but it can never reach the bond i have with the scouts. ok, i revealed it hahah, jk luhs.

"We aint gonna show mercy, to get to victory..."

A line from troop cheer.

Gurkhas!

woohoo, go gurkhas! this video dam funny, the part at 1.00 to 1.40 is the most inspiring part.

Stressed out.

:D, :C. yesterday my dads bday, haha. in the morning, went to tuition. then my whole family went to some super exclusive restaurant at Capitol Tower, only corporate members can go. the building inside got GIC, where all of the 500 billion worth of reserves are. the restaurant which is The China Club is at 52 or 53 floor, forgotten. haha, the food there ok luh, but i feel like a spoilt brat there. cos the food there is friggin ex. but my dad got 88 dollars cos his bday the restaurant give him de, so not bad anway. teh rest of the day not much to elaborate, cut hair, the hair on top btw,haha.

Today, average day. sian, so much homework nvr do. wth la, how does matthew cope so well? got competition and still done so much hw. me and joshua more like on the same boat, as for alex and darren, they already sunk la, hahaha jk. today raise flag, ,my flag so slow, but still acceptable. keefe and junxiang still the best raisers, zai lorh. then average day, joshua left the back division of the class, wonder how gordon and joshua will mix. lol, joshua relax. i wont insult you de. recess. SL, chiong hist then boring IT then boring and annoying and biased hist, then maths, extended like shit. then bball, wif JAD and jordan and ao shen and qing yan. quite fun lol, then after that i went library wait for terence give him jb week card and cash, he say tmrrw, then went to fitness corner train, still see dolphin doing basha, and a few scouts playing soccer, then i train pull ups a bit, then joined dolphin for slack circuit, then played and trained a lil, then played bball, dam bo liao, all the sec three dam cheater luh. basically a heck lot of fouls and travels, but no one cares. cos we use some guai lan ball. we juz randomly play, then went buy drink, then went den slack, then zao home. dam comprehensive sia.

now, feeling stressed out by homework. joshua, u see its not difficult to post as often as me. hahahah, muggers will always be muggers. not referring to anyone in particular arh. its juz a random phrase. i truly respect does ppl who are dam pai kia and slack and still get great results.

Slaps, stop dreaming now, i chionging hw now.

"static arm strength fanatic." :D

Exhausted.

great. im back from school. today, asked sec ones do pt at fitness corner. then let them run 2.4. their timing is 18 mins, ok luhs. i last year dam fat, but i think at march last year i can hit 14 mins le. sigh.... anyway, i ran 1.6, saw n air peeps, namely alex kai jiun muthu hongsong zachus, haha nice drills. and aeromodelling. a lil bit cool. haha.

then knots, my sec ones ok ba, at least not much major mistakes. then all of a sudden, when i going QM, saw matthew he say he need saw. let the bamboo god help him saw, lol cca alliance. then basha, do with rhino, apls IC. pressuring luh, all the sec ones no sense of urgency, blur, no strength, no initiative. rhino sec ones better than pigeons one, in my opinion. must train them into lean mean fighting machines. hahahah, sadist terminology. first basha, screwed. second one, no better. third one not bad, juz that the sec ones nvr tension together, grrr. anyway, y am i saying this, nt many of my viewers noe what im exactly talking bout.. haha

then all of a sudden, joshua shouted my name dam loudly, woah woah. scary sia haha. then put back the equipment, untie the flagpole, then went bubble tea wif benedict ted. haha saw alex halfway, he decided to go wif us. lol dam funny, cos benedict dont know alex well, so.....dont want to elaborate, difficult to explain..... bought big gulp, drink a bit throw away. stupid 7-11. took bus back with benedict, then walk home from there, effectively dao-ing alex. sorry, haha. i have an uncanny tendency to follow scouts home, like keefe i accompany to yishun, jun xiang to woodlands, benedict to braddell....... I guess the bond is there.

in my opinion, scouts is the most humble cca, like no one act cool one. maybe ankle socks only, but no one wants unnecessary attention. guess is becos of the law and promise. and screwing. btw, Rhino-Pigeon ftw. :D

ok, my first comprehensive post. dam tired now, must train pull ups. alex, jy haha. earth hour today, go gaia!

Shit happens.

Gud Morning.

Sian, juz woke up. going to teach my patrol sec ones later how to tie basha. haha screw the sec ones la, they r so friggin spoilt. too bad i cannot "torture" them cos their parents dam sensisitve. knock it down 20 they complain already. ah well.


Btw, parental controls is getting on my nerves. cannot view this cannot view that.then one day suddenly can view the page, grrrrr. stupid bill gates, y not give me one million dollars, so rich. so, sorry 2-1 bloggers, my parental controls are srsly random.

This week the homework is indeed reasonable, scoring a 6/10 for the lian hao scale offically by the AHSO. [anti homework spamming organisation]. i hope lian hao will feel honoured, as he is indeed a admirable slacker. hahaha i noe this is random, but its funny. well at least to me.

Another observation i made. if i mention a name in a post, he or she will feel more like happy or known, as evident in well juz about everyones blog. when i see my name in a post, i feel like im recognised. haha but im not going to write anyones name, cos if i write someone name and dont write ur name, u will feel left out.

but in memory of the current taggers for my blog as of now, i shall inscribe their names.

JOSHUA DARREN ALEX.

the three musketeers and wif me the fantastic four. wif another silent guy it would be five for fighting or maroon five or click five.

OK. tats enuff im dam random today, sorry, but its fun. hahahahhah.

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle."

Plato. [not the dog nor the planet, juz some wise guy. maybe it isnt a guy, idk haha]

Scout standard!

YES!!!! I am getting closer to Chief Commsioner Award! Today, ran 2.4 with gary, benedict, jeremy, teng jie,jason and me, i know it sounds easy but must run below 12 mins. always tried running together with troop, but then when running always hot sun so dam tiring. this time ran in the evening at around 7. got 11.26, not very zai like darren haha. but u noe im a fatass. so... haha other then that, passed exploration, first aid, knots, bla bla bla. but the highlight was running.

Feeling dam shiok after running, but tired and shack. its a friday, relax everyone. Not going to elaborate bout the sku day today. but pe was retarded, pass some balls around, zzzzzzzzzzzzz. not tat i act pro, but its retarded if u think bout it. looking forward to next lesson, shooting hahaha. Julian yao can do one hand three claps, wrist standard, two hand two clap, commando pull up. pro sia, nowadays julian not tat irritating, if u noe him well, hes dam funny and cool. ok maybe not cool. but definitely admirable.

President Scout here I come!

Everyday is exactly the same.

everyday so much homework. zzzzzz

yea, today finished bicultural project, bryan chongs group dam funny, didnt noe bryan can act so well.

tmrrw bball, only thing i look forward to. sian, juz came back from detention, luckily its my last time.

hmmm.... my posts are kinda short, not comprehensive enuff like alex one.

todays flag was screwed, jun xiang stalled there like shit, screw jason too. tmrrw maybe raise flag, try my best, :D

Shit happens.

Arm strength fanatic.

lmao, wonder why the americans voted him TWICE. retarded, he doesnt even know his mother tongue well.

hmm....singaporeans oso liddat, quite disgraceful actually.

anyway. today matang went to my house, watched a basketball movie. dang emo....

stupid, so much homework. and i am the only viewer for this blog so far. discouraged sia.....

and i dont see y some ppl take so long to post, i post everyday oso no problem. haha no offence.

Jerome, I will be like you next time. Cheerios.

Hurt, Genuinely

Gosh..... this song is so dang deep and emo. Its about suicide ultimately. The chorus drives me nuts, makes me feel like breaking down everytime i hear it.

Overworked

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DrHvHx2unVI

i will not let all of you down......


anyway, a lot of hw nowadays, dam sian.
and no one is viewing my blog, hahaha.
looks like im the true silent valley.

dont know why nowadays dam slack.
2-1 going to crumble in three terms time.
must make and effort to generate good times.....

btw, dam scared get dengue fever, i got bitten my aedes moquito, shet shet shet.

ah well.

Shit happens

March holidays ending.

ok, march home based learning is ending. euphemism for march holidays i guess. sian, this whole week got cca, except sunday. worse than sports cca. and hiong like shit. hike pump run hike pump run....... yet it trains me up. ah well, life's little contradictions. frick, im screwed for homework. well,

Shit happens.

Dawn

ok, started on a blog. help me find a nice skin someone. no pics on this blog, disclaimer first. must continue house training.

Shit happens.